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Fastfwd
07-31-2010, 02:33 PM
How do you think you're doin' Oklahoma?

http://a.imageshack.us/img399/8533/okmilitary71uj.th.jpg (http://img399.imageshack.us/i/okmilitary71uj.jpg/)

Fastfwd
07-31-2010, 06:24 PM
Nobody?

Does anybody have an opinion on this:

http://www.mmcc.ms.gov/committee.htm

http://www.mmcc.ms.gov/Communities/CAFB2.htm

What if somebody dropped a dime on the State of Oklahoma to inform Colonial Ardillo of activities in the State of Oklahoma that were unbecoming of a community that deserves to benefit from the presence of the United States Military and its mission to protect the United States Constitution from all enemies foreign and domestic?

Have any of you perhaps taken notice of the oath of the military?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/United_States_Uniformed_Services_Oath_of_Office

I, [name], do solemnly swear (or affirm) that I will support and defend the Constitution of the United States against all enemies, foreign and domestic; that I will bear true faith and allegiance to the same; that I take this obligation freely, without any mental reservation or purpose of evasion; and that I will well and faithfully discharge the duties of the office on which I am about to enter. So help me God.[1]


Discuss.

Fastfwd
08-01-2010, 01:48 AM
Oh snap! I think somebody done dropped a dime on you, Okies……..

https://docs.google.com/document/edit?id=198iL9R6yU0jiWvHOVOPEQWqk7w1dA5qjZvD9nctWj IU&hl=en&authkey=CODR-qoN

https://docs.google.com/document/edit?id=1JHOjpriA8ayK7zGgyf4dz--8JBKmIgv8WOj5MateK_o&hl=en&authkey=CPC0_MwN

Discuss!

Midtowner
08-01-2010, 01:21 PM
What is this supposed to be?

kevinpate
08-01-2010, 02:04 PM
I dunno. I lacked sufficient eyesight to formulate even a clue what the folks in the committee room at the capitol were looking at on the screen in the beginning post.
The subsequent posts/clues dinna really help me much.

USG'60
08-01-2010, 02:39 PM
Man, FF, you are coming off weird. Is that YOUR letter you linked to?

bandnerd
08-01-2010, 03:31 PM
I don't know what this is...I zoomed way in on the picture and could read it but I didn't see anything that was odd.

Fastfwd
08-01-2010, 04:54 PM
What is this supposed to be?

This is the ‘values’ section, right? I seem to keep on having my posts deleted in other sections. So, I’ll post here in the ‘values’ section.

The question is - to all of you on this board who seem to believe that you know EVERYTHING that is happening in OKC - how do you feel that the State of Oklahoma and the community of the Oklahoma City metro area are doing in relation to living up to the concerns of the Oklahoma BRAC Retention Committee concerns for maintaining ‘values’ consistent with the United States Military and how that might be taken into consideration in future BRAC rounds?

Say, if perhaps all other considerations were equal and it came down to perhaps an issue of one community showing more appreciation for the rights and freedoms guaranteed by the United States Constitution - as a value that is highly regarded by the United States Military……one that they are giving up their lives for around the world in this ‘time of war?’

How do you believe that Oklahoma is doing in that regard? Is that specific enough for you or do I need to elaborate further?



I dunno. I lacked sufficient eyesight to formulate even a clue what the folks in the committee room at the capitol were looking at on the screen in the beginning post.
The subsequent posts/clues dinna really help me much.

http://a.imageshack.us/img204/7439/values.jpg

I aim to please…….


Maybe it’s not so much a case of me being ‘weird’ as those of you who believe you have your finger on the pulse of OKC need to pull your heads out and realize what is happening right in front of you……and how it may impact your state if corrective action isn’t taken.

Impact from BRAC may or may not ever happen, but the reputation of Oklahoma is really taking a beating and deservedly so. It’s too bad that so many of you know it all’s who seem to care so much about the well being of OKC and the state of Oklahoma aren’t clued in and demanding resolution before it becomes any more public than it already is.

Midtowner
08-01-2010, 09:56 PM
The question is - to all of you on this board who seem to believe that you know EVERYTHING that is happening in OKC - how do you feel that the State of Oklahoma and the community of the Oklahoma City metro area are doing in relation to living up to the concerns of the Oklahoma BRAC Retention Committee concerns for maintaining ‘values’ consistent with the United States Military and how that might be taken into consideration in future BRAC rounds?

Say, if perhaps all other considerations were equal and it came down to perhaps an issue of one community showing more appreciation for the rights and freedoms guaranteed by the United States Constitution - as a value that is highly regarded by the United States Military……one that they are giving up their lives for around the world in this ‘time of war?’

How do you believe that Oklahoma is doing in that regard? Is that specific enough for you or do I need to elaborate further?

That'd help (some elaboration). Did you get all of this from the above picture? What sort of corrective action do you think is needed?

Fastfwd
08-01-2010, 11:47 PM
It’s late - I’m a bit weary of posting elaborate detail of my belief of my situation here, but I’ll see if I can muster a quick summary…..

I’m diagnosed as being a ‘paranoid schizophrenic’ for what I believe and what I believe is probably the most typical sort of ’paranoid delusion’ that a schizophrenic might relay as their perception of reality. That would be why I was awarded Social Security Disability and have been diagnosed by several psychiatrists as a ’paranoid schizophrenic.’

Regardless - this is my opinion and I believe I should have the right to share it here or otherwise. It is purely by my ’intuition’ that I do not accept my reality to be that I am merely insane. I am still under the care of my psychiatrist and he is aware of my resistance to accepting my diagnosis. He has himself made mention on several occaisons that he thinks of my case at times even while I am not there for my meds checkup. He has expressed that I am in the least different than 99% of the cases that he has seen and he questions my diagnosis, but is reluctant to change it.

The short version of my story is that I believe myself to have had a number of associations in the late 90s that upon a move to Austin, TX lent to me being noticed by then Governor of the State of Texas George W. Bush. I was a life long straight ticket voting Republican from an extremely conservative family and I expressed to my father how I thought it would be cool to be a part of Governor Bush’s Presidential campaign - and that may have gotten around. I really don’t know.

At any rate - I ended up taking a job in Richardson, TX in 1999 and while there I believe that Governor Bush declared to his ’friends’ that he had me ’under surveillance.’ I had been sober from alcohol for five years until that point and soon went off the wagon. I was very disturbed to believe that I had been ordered to be ‘under surveillance’ in some public fashion. My father had been on the surveillance team for the Oklahoma City FBI as an Agent for the final years of his career in the FBI and I was somewhat familiar with the nature of confidentiality regarding official surveillance activities.

I went on not telling anyone about my belief of my situation for a few years until I got into legal trouble in 2001 and confessed to my lawyer of my beliefs and she had me go in for psychological evolution and I was first diagnosed.

I ended up living with my parents and being on SSDI. In the years following - while living in Oklahoma’s Fourth Congressional district - the ‘home’ of Halliburton. I believe that my privacy was invaded used for the exploitative entertainment of President Bush and a number of others. I’m really not certain who all was ‘in’ on the activity, but it seemed to me as though a number of celebrities were aware and I have ever since then hoped to appeal for their assistance in my relief of believing that I am insane.

I have made numerous attempts to have my situation investigated. From Congressional Committees to the Fourth Estate to literally thousands of professors of various disciplines of the top programs in their respective fields of study. I actually have a folder on Google Documents that I have been sharing with the political opponents of the incumbents up for election this fall who I believe have had intimate knowledge of my situation.

In 2005 I marched on Martin Luther King day up to the Capitol and this may very well have been an ’auditory hallucination’, but I swear that Governor Brad Henry stated to me that’George Bush is the reason your opinion is so important.’ Implicating the State of Oklahoma as being complicit in the invasion of my privacy and very likely having profited from the political favor for allowing it to take place - as if the no bid contracts to Halliburton and ties to oil and gas weren’t enough.

I’m going to wrap it up here…..basically, at this point, I believe that I have raised international awareness of my situation and my next effort will be to petition the United Nations Human Rights Council. I seriously doubt that the State of Oklahoma would like to have any sort of international investigation conducted of how political corruption has allowed for the invasion of my privacy for exploitive entertainment. Read the Human Rights declaration number 12:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Universal_Declaration_of_Human_Rights

You can dismiss my assertions as paranoid dribble if you like, but you are doing your community a disservice to not take my claims seriously and petition for resolution. I will dedicate my life to making sure Oklahoma is known for its role in the violation of my rights and my torment.

I have no love for Oklahoma. There will be no ‘business’ in my name in the state of Oklahoma in reparation for my ordeal. I will not have taxes paid and Oklahomans employed in my name. Oklahoma has enjoyed the benefit of my living here quite enough already by my estimation.

If it is brought to light that I am not insane I have no intention of staying here and keeping it ‘our little secret’ as I believe a number of people would like to see happen.

kevinpate
08-02-2010, 01:34 AM
I'm no doctor, and I don't, and won't, play one on this board or elsewhere.
God speed in your continued treatment

Midtowner
08-02-2010, 08:43 AM
What Kevin said.

OKCisOK4me
08-02-2010, 01:28 PM
What Kevin said about Kevin...

Fastfwd
08-09-2010, 05:09 PM
Took an impromptu ride up to Enid yesterday……..

http://img819.imageshack.us/img819/4264/08082010838.th.jpg (http://img819.imageshack.us/my.php?image=08082010838.jpg)

Crazy me….. I felt as though the story of my situation preceded me. (Actually, I believe my internet activity was being monitored while I looked up routing information and addresses to local watering holes and this led to a flood of awareness of my trip up…….that’s how a ‘police state’ functions, no?)

https://docs.google.com/document/edit?id=1FGN3fTD1TY4OTveAa3cT6wRMsbke84M5RwehSHP4C DY&hl=en&authkey=CJXYsP0M

Thought that might make interesting reading……. I debated on revealing too many personal details on a public forum in the event that I am mistaken that practically everyone knows every detail there is to know anyway……….I decided to live dangerously.

I believe the relevance of this particular document to be that I have alerted those of the military and police who take their oath of upholding the US Constitution seriously……I was of the impression that my contact with them paved the way for a more tolerant reception during my little weekend scooter trip……(only wish it hadn’t been 103+ or it might have been far more enjoyable)

Speaking of paving the way for a more tolerable reception……

Maybe you’ve caught the campaign ad on youth for human rights that has aired recently? In the event that you may not be aware of what your Human Rights are (check 12 in particular):

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Universal_Declaration_of_Human_Rights

Here is that new ad campaign that they are promoting:

http://www.youthforhumanrights.org/


Meet the members of the United Nations Human Rights Council:

http://www2.ohchr.org/english/bodies/hrcouncil/advisorycommittee/members.htm


http://www.crdh.fr/2010/05/les-nouvelles-fonctions-du-conseil-des-droits-de-l%e2%80%99homme-entre-droit-diplomatie-et-expertise/

I have a story that I would like to share with Professor Decaux, his Center for Human Rights at the University of Paris, and a number of the French newspapers……….

What began for me in about 1997 as an infatuation with an incredibly beautiful Victoria’s Secret supermodel from France named Laetitia Casta – who also just so happened to become the Marianne symbol for France in 1999……evolved into me collecting an embarrassingly nerdy amass of Laetitia Casta photos and videos that I shared and collected from various sources including the binary newsgroup by her name. I eventually setup a ftp server on my home computer to share her images and videos…… I was enamored with the young Ms. Casta to say the least.

With my belief of the declaration of my ‘surveillance’ and my subsequent outrage over believing that my privacy was being invaded I went around being virtually terrified by what I thought might happen to me if I revealed to anyone what I believed was happening and my opposition to it.

Now, I really don’t know if Ms. Casta ever had the first clue about who I was, but upon tuning in and recording an interview she did on David Letterman in those very early years I became aware of her being from Corsica and a bit of research into her reference to Corsica provided at least a hope for comfort in that she might know who I was and that she would help to ensure that nothing happen to me.

Here is my personal capture of that interview that is surprisingly not available on Youtube otherwise:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oV0BmUllG78

The movie, The Professional, was an all time favorite of mine for various reasons – including difficultly that I had in accepting that my biological father killed someone in a bar fight and knowing that just prior to having been made aware of that – I had myself been jumped by four or five guys outside of a bar while in college and ended up stabbing one of them multiple times….

I suppose it reinforced the image of who Laetitia may have had connections to that could provide protection to me. Even if it weren’t true – it did at least give me some degree of comfort in those early years when it seemed that I was extremely isolated and vulnerable.

Ironically, as a side note – Laetitia ended up having the children of Stéphane Sednaoui – who was a prolific music video director in the 90s. I am known to be a huge fan of the music video and have a fair collection of them that is rather outdated as I don’t keep up as much as I used to, but Stephane even directed the video to a song that is very near and dear to me by probably my all time favorite artist Fiona Apple – ‘Never Is A Promise’, but that’s another story…….though not totally irrelevant to the big picture.

In the years since those early days I believe my situation has become widely known amongst a variety of people – music artists in particular, but not exclusively. Maybe you have seen Ms. Casta in a recent music video release by Rhianna ‘Te Amo” or more likely in Chris Issak’s ‘Baby Did A Bad Bad Thing.’

I believe that perhaps Ms. Casta would indeed now be able to verify to her countrymen who I am and what the reality of my life is. That reality being a unimaginable infringement of privacy and subsequent clinical diagnosis of paranoid schizophrenia that has been exploited for what seems to purely be some kind of demented form of exploitative entertainment.

I am hoping that this story will help to provide the background that might be helpful in establishing the petition that I would like to make to the United Nations Human Rights Council member, Professor Decaux.

I will be dedicating my spare time to gather up e-mail address information for both the French contacts and the German contacts that I intend to make. I have found an e-mail address for Professor Heinz, but I do not believe that CompuServe is still in operation - I intend to keep searching.....he it not listed on the staff page at Otto-Suhr Institute for Political Science as stated on this page either:


http://translate.google.com/translate?hl=en&sl=de&u=http://www.wsheinz.de/&ei=eYVgTJeADYT68Aazydm3DQ&sa=X&oi=translate&ct=result&resnum=1&ved=0CBYQ7gEwAA&prev=/search%3Fq%3Dhttp://www.wsheinz.de/%26hl%3Den%26safe%3Doff%26client%3Dfirefox-a%26sa%3DG%26rls%3Dorg.mozilla:en-US:official

I don’t have quite as a dramatic story to convey to the Germans, but I believe that the Germans have their own dramatic story of privacy invasion and subsequent intolerance of privacy violation that will provide for it’s own means of resonating with the German people. This would be my hope at least. We shall see.

I believe that I already have a fairly well established awareness in the UK and Ireland through various music artists that I believe that I have been able to achieve support from over the years. Hopefully that will be of benefit in petitioning the United Nations Human Rights Council for assistance in relief from being forced to be made to believe that i am insane and being forced to endure invasion of my privacy for exploitative entertainment in the State of Oklahoma.

I personally would love to see their assistance come in the form of an official investigation that makes this situation international front page news.

MadMonk
08-09-2010, 09:57 PM
Wow...:ohno:

That is all.

Fastfwd
08-11-2010, 07:59 AM
I’ve got a project for you all……see if you can come up with the relevance of this:

http://www.soundbitten.com/020110.html

The Drudge Report didn't even have an on official Web presence until at least several months into its existence: it started off as an email newsletter that Drudge also posted to various UseNet newsgroups.

http://blogcritics.org/politics/article/matt-drudge-the-most-powerful-man/

He soon worked his way up to manager and would be able to obtain inside information that founded his Drudge Report, which started as an email newsletter that was posted to the alt.showbiz.gossip Usenet forums. He eventually started to gain a following, even though it was only the early days of the Internet.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Matt_Drudge

The original issues were part gossip and part opinion. They were distributed as an e-mail newsletter and posted to alt.showbiz.gossip Usenet forum. In 1996, the newsletter transitioned slowly from entertainment gossip to political gossip and moved from e-mail to the Web as its primary distribution mechanism


I’ll give you a hint…..I’m a fan of the Drudge Report:

http://a.imageshack.us/img209/2703/bostoncitizenjournalism.th.jpg (http://img209.imageshack.us/i/bostoncitizenjournalism.jpg/)

Maybe I should take a moment to once again express my appreciation for Ms. Portman’s effort to ‘pave the way’ for me in Boston…… it doesn’t always work out as hoped, but I’m sure it didn’t hurt. This will always be one of my favorite photos of my more active campaigning across America effort days…….

Baaahaaaahaaa…….think that all sounds crazy? Ever hear of reality being stranger than fiction?

Fastfwd
08-19-2010, 10:59 AM
I sent e-mails to the French UN Human Rights Council Advisory Committee member, Emmanuel Decaux, the UN Human Rights Council Civil Committee ? and an assortment of French news media…..

Damn, I am just now seeing the e-mail for the committee as a whole:
http://www2.ohchr.org/english/bodies/hrcouncil/advisorycommittee/contactus.htm

Really, I’m not even sure what the ‘committee’ function is, but they sound like good people to contact on an issue such as this…..

Next, I’m going to gather German news media contacts and e-mail the German committee member, Mr. Wolfgang Stefan Heinz. I will be sure not to miss the above e-mail address this time…..in fact, I should have taken more care in looking for the UNHRC contacts in general.

I’m hoping that a contact to the Germans with an emphasis on their current high regard for privacy concerns will resonate with the German people and help to rally support for bringing justice to my situation…..

Just FYI

Fastfwd
08-19-2010, 08:11 PM
If you would quit huffin’ that oil and gas……..you would see the truth…..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y0uvYj9B-dI

USG'60
08-19-2010, 09:47 PM
Your links have nothing to do with what you are talking about.

Fastfwd
08-20-2010, 08:04 AM
LOL, really?

I have to admit that I was pretty toasted when I posted – hey, that would make an awesome lyric……

Anyway, this was one of the better Jordan and Rodman interview clips on Youtube that I found from a quick search……

The relevance you ask? I had just made a run up to the liquor store – where I griped just yesterday on another forum about how tired I was of hearing about what a hero George Bush was……

Some Okie in line spouted off what I might assume has been the latest line to go around in some desperate effort to make George Bush out to be a hero in my life and what an ungrateful piece of **** I am for not appreciating his graciousness in declaring a field day on my privacy…….

The dude said that ‘George Bush put him on the superstage’ if I recall accurately…… referring to how this Okie (I’m trying to censor myself) believed that it was George Bush who ‘made me known’ I suppose……

Ha! Yeah, right……. I was ‘known’ before George Bush decided to violate my privacy and cause me to go off the deep end with paranoia and eventually be declared insane…

If you recall……there was a certain basketball player from a small Oklahoma town in the 90s who rose to superstardom and was a part of a team that dominated the sport……

This is purely speculative…..as is all of the assertions that I have made here, but I believe myself to have been spotted by Rodman at Pompanos on Texoma during the late 90s and ‘taken under his wing’ so to speak……..

I already had a number of other associations that lent to me being recognized in certain circles, but the Rodman connection kind of put it over the top…….

It is my belief that not only did Rodman take me under his wing, but that Michael Jordan himself lent his name to my association……creating quite a massive amount of recognition of me wherever I went. I have to say that I enjoyed it – for what it was. A sort of intangible presence…

I can remember going to this little rave club in Austin on my first move down and all these kids mostly younger than me…..and this club just went on and on for hours and I left, but went back for some reason and they had seemingly only been keeping it going because I was there…..they had started to pack it in and it was a total trip to see their reaction when I showed back up…..

Some of these ‘kids’ would have been Jenna and Barbara’s classmates in Austin………

Anyway, yeah, I have detailed documentation available in a Google Documents folder that I have made available to the French and a few others that delves into my speculation of how George Bush may have enjoyed exploiting my connections to celebrity that were present well before he came along to invade my life………..

Here are a few more links to things that have nothing to do with what I post……

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmjPrdTNxQ0


I particularly love it when I can draw upon the young ladies of pop….. I thrive on the feeling of emotional support and support for spreading awareness of what I am being subjected to…..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPnCOySQkH4

It’s sorta my shtick to play it up to the ladies…….

I have been sitting in my room/house for a majority of the time of the ‘surveillance’ attempting to manipulate it to my benefit……

I generally sit around and drink beer and string music videos together for hours on end……building rapport with the artists to appeal for them to help my cause…….

I believe it tweaks them out to have their songs being played by someone who has been declared to be insane and forced to endure the most unfathomable invasion of privacy that anyone has ever heard of…….not to mention my battle to be free from this situation that repeatedly causes me to endure threats to my life – for merely fighting to have my rights recognized.

You all look like a bunch of pricks for making it so difficult…….there was a particularly noteworthy threat upon my life the week before Taylor Swift came through town…..I had quipped that if ‘you’ were going to kill me that it be my dying wish that you make the pig noises first like on Deliverance – and oh, how hilarious everyone thought that was…..

Yeah, I suppose for a bunch of really bent Okies that was pretty hilarious to make a joke out of threatening my life……it did lend to making a special song out of a plea for Ms. Taylor’s support……


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ptSjNWnzpjg

I’m not entirely sure if Taylor is currently on board or not at this point….there was a tiff over the weekend that left me wondering where she stands……

I used to be really super into it…..I could string songs together into not only a story, but I could make it have references that left it ambiguous as to what I was actually conveying…….

Sounds totally insane…… yea, but it’s true……

I think your Thunder boys aren’t too happy to learn of the basketball connection to this whole ordeal either and how it turned out…………

USG'60
08-20-2010, 08:40 AM
Man, you have got to be the strangest individual I have ever encountered on the internet. I thaink you are totally dilusional, but you did come up with a great line with the "toasted when you posted" line.

Midtowner
08-20-2010, 01:05 PM
Fast, you do need to go see your doctor. Let him know what's going on.

Fastfwd
08-20-2010, 01:55 PM
My psychiatrist is fully aware of what my story is……and that I’m not taking the Risperidone that has contributed to me gaining over 80lbs since 2007 when I was forced to start taking it again…..

I was a fairly trim 165 in 2005…..even though I’m only 5’6” I can carry 170lbs pretty easily with my build…… 250lbs – not so much. I look and feel like the f’n Octomom now no thanks to Risperidone……

I told him on my last visit my plans to contact the United Nations Human Rights Council…….I went into pretty deep detail on my most recent efforts.

He really doesn’t care to hear about it all…..it’s just a meds checkup – he’s not really a ‘counselor’ so to speak. If I don’t want the script for the anti-psychotics then he doesn’t write it….. I keep in touch and have another appointment set for another check, but it’s totally up to me to take it or not and I’m doing quite well without it.


I would like to clarify a few things……

I mentioned how I used to be super into it and create ‘ambiguous’ stories……and I think I got picked on for saying that – if it must be clarified…..perhaps saying that I played songs in sequences that created a ‘duality’ of meaning that left people wondering if it meant one thing or another……at least it seemed that way to me at the time.

I think I was still a bit drunk when I posted this morning……

Generally speaking – I stand behind everything I said though……

I think the overall sentiment is that the artists and celebrities who know about this situation want me to be given the restitution that I should be given for the unimaginable nightmare that I have been forced to live through for no apparent reason…….

They aren’t alone……there are a number of other people who know about this ordeal and are supportive of there being a resolution including restitution for my mental anguish and violation of rights.

It’s too bad that those who could have dealt with this have forced it into an international fiasco now……..

I’m as patriotic as the next person…..in fact, a whole helluva lot more than most…..and sadly I believe that has actually contributed to me being taken advantage of…….

I’m done with waving the flag and demanding my rights…… I hope there is an international investigation into this that embarrasses the **** out of everyone who has been involved in either the commission of the privacy exploitation or the neglect to perform their duty to protect me against it.

This could have gone a whole different direction if I had so chosen…. I could have stuck with that patriotic theme and petitioned the right wing extremists to step in and provide justice……

I’m instead sticking with the choice to hope for a peaceful resolution and I believe that the United Nations Human Rights Council may be one of the few options for that left…..

I know Jordan would be pleased for me to stick with pursuit of a peaceful resolution…..and I hope that if he’s paying attention that he will chime in for support of it…..

He and Rodman mostly dropped off the radar a long time ago as far as any association with me as far as I could tell…....

Anyway, can’t spend my entire day posting here…….

Fastfwd
08-20-2010, 04:05 PM
I think it’s going around now how my ‘surveillance’ is excused by me having attempted to manipulate it and build support for resolution……..

Really?

So, how about let’s hear your defense of monitoring my internet activity and the breach of the Oklahoma Computer Crimes Act in doing so? Felony. Most egregious violation of it likely known to ever exist. Complete and total disregard for enforcement of it – blatant 14th Amendment violation.

Wanna talk about my work computer and how I believe that information gathered from monitoring of it is disseminated to the public? Fourth Amendment violation. Plain and simple.

How about making an argument that because I believe that I may have been able to manipulate the ‘surveillance’ by playing music………

That it is excused for my bedroom to be monitored 24/7 and if I fart in the middle of the night EVERYBODY knows about it?

This would be why I have chosen to abstain from sexual activity while the ‘surveillance’ has been taking place…….

Would you care to put a number to what a jury might declare a decade of abstinence to avoid performing live sex acts for your exploitive entertainment might be valued at?

So, you bring your ‘excuse’ for why the surveillance is somehow justified in your Okie eyes to court……..or an international tribunal if you like……. And I will tell the straight truth of what I believe has happened and we’ll see who wins out in that argument.

K

Have a nice weekend…….

USG'60
08-20-2010, 04:05 PM
You become more enigmatic with every post. I can't decide of you are lucidly delutional or delusionally lucid. We throw little insults at you and you respond as though we hadn't--kind of the oposite of the kneejerk reactions most of us have on here. I'm just wondering a few things, ferinstance, do you REALLY think Jordan and Rodman know who you are? And one more direct question, are your initials RDS, and I mean the name given you at birth not some substitute.

USG'60
08-20-2010, 04:08 PM
Oops, a new post. One more question-- exactly who are you addressing on here?

Midtowner
08-21-2010, 07:02 AM
You become more enigmatic with every post. I can't decide of you are lucidly delutional or delusionally lucid. We throw little insults at you and you respond as though we hadn't--kind of the oposite of the kneejerk reactions most of us have on here. I'm just wondering a few things, ferinstance, do you REALLY think Jordan and Rodman know who you are? And one more direct question, are your initials RDS, and I mean the name given you at birth not some substitute.

No one's throwing insults. At least, not I. I respect that FF has to deal with things none of us could even really imagine. These things, while definitely not real, are very real to him, so have a little compassion.

Fastfwd
08-21-2010, 10:39 AM
First, let me say that I do appreciate the ‘compassion’ to not go off on me for going off on you all…… I’ve expected to open these pages any day and be blasted. It wouldn’t be the first time I’ve been blasted on the internet though.

As for if I believe any of this – I most certainly do. I am probably 90% convinced of it all being reality. It’s all based purely on my ‘intuition’ of what reality is – so, I’m sure that I could have any number of facts wrong, but generally speaking – I believe myself to be onto what’s up pretty accurately.

It’s one of the more irrational components to the entire ordeal……that is, how I perceive what the reality is despite the massive charade that is played to make me believe that I am insane.

Did I take just enough acid back in the day to have developed an extra sensory perception? Or did it contribute to the development of schizophrenia?

I actually think that the CIA has expressed an interest in how I am learning of what is going around……because I am under such a microscope – they know that I’m not getting it from any outside source or else they would know about it.

So, when I shot off yesterday afternoon – it wasn’t necessarily directed at a board member here, but at a sentiment that I believe was being attempted to be established around OKC as a defense for what has transpired and I felt that I should nip it in the bud.

Oklahoma City and the State of Oklahoma can trust that you don’t want the facts drug out into the open of this case…… I’m fully ready for there to be anything disclosed to the public – I believe whatever excuse there may be has already been spread around to a degree that actually rivals my personal involvement with it – how’s that for enigmatic?

If that’s not enigmatic enough for you…… let me add that any so called ‘evidence’ against me is very likely inadmissible to any United States court for it having been obtained illegally – if it could even be established that this so called evidence were actually in my possession.

Basically……I think W got his panties in a wad when I came down to Austin and ran in circles close to his girls and he found out that I had porn with girls that were questionably legal in my possession at the time…….

I didn’t invent the ‘barely legal’ porn industry, but apparently W believes that I’m a danger to society and it’s his mission to keep me under such close scrutiny that I never hook up with a female that he doesn’t know about…..in intimate detail no less – to the degree of my bedroom being monitored 24/7.

Honestly, I question if he isn’t gay and he gets off on his domination over my life…..maybe he thinks he can manipulate me into being his butt buddy. I really don’t know, but he’s a lunatic in my opinion.

Regardless….. if there is any truth to the excuse for his ‘surveillance’ being what I have stated here as one of my theories on why he’s done it…..then read:

• Second Amendment – Militia (United States), Sovereign state, Right to keep and bear arms.
A well regulated Militia, being necessary to the security of a free State, the right of the people to keep and bear Arms, shall not be infringed. [7]

(my weapons were confiscated upon my report to the OSBI of my belief of my situation)

• Fourth Amendment – Protection from unreasonable search and seizure.
The right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers, and effects, against unreasonable searches and seizures, shall not be violated, and no Warrants shall issue, but upon probable cause, supported by Oath or affirmation, and particularly describing the place to be searched, and the persons or things to be seized.

(There is no way in hell anyone is buying any of this as being ‘reasonable’)

• Fifth Amendment – due process, double jeopardy, self-incrimination, eminent domain.
No person shall be held to answer for any capital, or otherwise infamous crime, unless on a presentment or indictment of a Grand Jury, except in cases arising in the land or naval forces, or in the Militia, when in actual service in time of War or public danger; nor shall any person be subject for the same offence to be twice put in jeopardy of life or limb; nor shall be compelled in any criminal case to be a witness against himself, nor be deprived of life, liberty, or property, without due process of law; nor shall private property be taken for public use, without just compensation.

(If you think you have the evidence to punish me over…..file charges and take it to court – asshole)

• Sixth Amendment – Trial by jury and rights of the accused; Confrontation Clause, speedy trial, public trial, right to counsel
In all criminal prosecutions, the accused shall enjoy the right to a speedy and public trial, by an impartial jury of the State and district where in the crime shall have been committed, which district shall have been previously ascertained by law, and to be informed of the nature and cause of the accusation; to be confronted with the witnesses against him; to have compulsory process for obtaining witnesses in his favor, and to have the Assistance of Counsel for his defense.

(W was a President……this does not entitle him to be judge, jury, and executioner – these Bill of Rights were written to guarantee that)

• Eighth Amendment – Prohibition of excessive bail and cruel and unusual punishment.
Excessive bail shall not be required, nor excessive fines imposed, nor cruel and unusual punishments inflicted.

(Hmmmmm – over a decade of being forced to live believing you are insane and having your privacy exploited for entertainment while being made to believe you are insane…..)

• Ninth Amendment – Protection of rights not specifically enumerated in the Constitution.
The enumeration in the Constitution, of certain rights, shall not be construed to deny or disparage others retained by the people.

(I dunno…..Oklahoma Computer Crimes Act for starters maybe?......)

Throw in:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fourteenth_Amendment_to_the_United_States_Constitu tion

And the State of Oklahoma is in violation of my US Constitutional Rights for not enforcing the laws protecting me from the violation of my privacy…….in addition to any Fourth Amendment violations taking place directly by the State of Oklahoma.

RealJimbo
08-21-2010, 01:34 PM
Seriously, Bro...you are not getting the help you need, so change doctors. A pragmatist would take the risk in order to have a chance at ending the ordeal. My recommendation is to provide your new doctor with a link to this forum. I believe you have given us all a pretty detailed map of where you are mentally, so it should prove helpful to a competent mental health professional.

My best wishes for a full recovery.

Midtowner
08-22-2010, 02:51 PM
He's not a threat to himself or others, so he's free to believe anything he likes.

Fastfwd
08-23-2010, 07:15 AM
"If you feel you are not properly sedated, call 348-844 immediately. Failure to do so may result in prosecution for criminal drug evasion."

Fastfwd
08-23-2010, 08:53 AM
Ok, so, next effort is to contact the Germans. I don’t know a great deal about the German culture I have to admit. I am aware that they are particularly sensitive to privacy issues after the Nazi era and I may have to do a bit of research into that.

This is another potentially ‘crazy’ thought that came to me over the weekend….. I believe I picked up that the Germans were impressed that I have abstained from providing the perpetrators of the invasion of my privacy with live sex acts for your entertainment. I’m not sure if it’s because of the emphasis that it puts upon this not being a bowl of cherries for me or if it’s a discipline thing that a German culture may be appreciative of.

I’ve been worried that I don’t really have anything to build a rapport with the Germans over like I may have been able to do with the French and my Latitia Casta obsession lol. I mean, I LOVE beer, but to be honest – lagers are not generally my preference. I’m an ale guy generally speaking. I do adore the fall seasonal and love the Marzen – Oktoberfest beers and would love to attend the real thing some day…….

It actually dawned upon me just this morning…..something that I already knew all along, but to be very honest never thought of it as a potential asset in the effort to build a rapport with the German people…….

Who is one of the world’s biggest Jewel fans?.........I know – it would seem that I am a major ‘fan’ of an unlimited number of artists…… but Jewel was around well before the declaration of the ‘surveillance’….. and while that was at the height of her career she may have possibly been aware of who I was even so……

She’s on Atlantic Records and my cousin married the regional manager of Atlantic Records in Dallas in the 90s……..

I was in the Warner/Atlantic suites at Blockbuster Rockfest dying to meet her, but it never happened. Sigh……. Just as well though – I was a little messed up that day anyway. I did meet Rob Thomas who was very nice….....and I swear some rockstar that I never did know who he was got a bit huffy with me for eyeing his girls – lol.

I ended up in the Atlantic suites sitting behind one of the VP’s of Warner Music who borrowed my binoculars and got on the phone demanding lighting changes or something – dunno, I was pretty tweaked out by all of it.

Lilith Fair ’97…………nice seats, huh? Thank you cousin regional manager of Atlantic Records…..

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Now, I don’t lay claim to being as pretty as my Miss Oklahoma lil sis, but I wasn’t too shabby I don’t think….. this was from Lilith Fair ’97. The year before I moved to Austin for the first time……me in the middle.

Hopefully without sounding too incredibly conceited – if in the years since the ‘surveillance’ I claim that I have been abstinent – then I don’t think it can be contributed to me just not being able to ‘hook up’ if I wanted to.

Not that me being forced to be made to believe that I am insane hasn’t limited my choice in females for certain, but I could have certainly ‘hooked up’ with a number of chicks…….if it weren’t for my desire to maintain what little dignity I may have by avoiding being spied upon while being intimate.

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So, this week will be dedicated to the German contact. I’m thinking about including that perhaps the State of Oklahoma should have forensic accountants investigate how the political favor of violating my 14 Amendment rights in refusal to enforce state laws to protect my privacy and allow for human rights abuses has profited the State of Oklahoma………

I question if perhaps a forensic accounting team might be able to nail down any specific political favors over a two term EIGHT year Presidential Administration that the State of Oklahoma has profiteered from for allowing human rights abuses?

I mean, besides the generally known no bid contracts for Halliburton……where I coincidentally (?) was living in the same congressional district of during the Bush Administration…….

Thunder
08-23-2010, 11:34 AM
I don't understand anything here. :-/

Fastfwd, is OKC doomed?

Fastfwd
08-23-2010, 02:25 PM
I don’t know about ‘doomed’, but if I am correct in my assumptions about what the reality of my life is…..

It could be very costly to the State of Oklahoma in a number of ways……

Reputation…..which really probably doesn’t need the hit. Being known to be the state that was complicit in what might be one of the most disturbing cases of privacy invasion and exploitation known to history for the political favor…….. of what may possibly even be a homosexual President – who may possibly have enjoyed this situation for some type of demented sexual pleasure……

I really don’t know……….

If it came down to an actual examination of the State of Oklahoma’s potential of profiteering from this situation by a team of forensic accountants…….. who has been paid what to allow for what……what political favor has been given for what and how has the State of Oklahoma profited from that……….

I have often pondered who was being paid and how to carry out what I suspect is taking place……. I would love to see a first rate team of forensic accountants rip Oklahoma a new asshole tracing the money and favors that have likely taken place in the last decade in return for allowing my ordeal to continue to be commissioned………

Possibly it would largely be chalked up to the general nature of Oklahoma’s oil and gas industry being so incredibly benefitted by the Bush Administration. Then you would have a case of the oil and gas industry being tied to being the beneficiary of about as Anti-American activity as can be imagined and I would question if they would want that kind of publicity shed upon them to a public that already views them as being evil to begin with.

I don’t know….. Oklahoma has enjoyed a relatively ‘recession proof’ economy in relation to other states….. would you imagine other states that have generally played by the rules and have suffered enormous deficits in light of economic conditions might be interested to know if the State of Oklahoma has been ‘cheating’ a little by the allowance of 14th Amendment violations to exploit a citizen for the political favor of a two term United States President?

I haven’t really felt any success in attempting to raise awareness with other states to point that out to them, but maybe I’m just not making it known to the right people?

If the general public were to become aware of what I believe has been taking place in Oklahoma with the complicity of the State of Oklahoma’s leadership………

I think it would be a problem that you wouldn’t soon forget.

Still yet….. it seems to be insisted that I be forced to petition for an international exposure of what is happening here and at this point……after the years that it has cost me in having hope that there would be a domestic resolution….. I had just assumed that it be taken before an international tribunal of some kind and the entire world be made aware of what has been happening here.

USG'60
08-23-2010, 03:29 PM
You may be delusional but you are also quite intelligent and likely well educated, so let me ask a favor of you. You admitted early on here that perhaps you had rambled some in the presentation of your case here on this forum. PLEASE, if you are going to continue keeping us abreast, would you first back up and in outline form lay out a chronolgy of all the events mentioned and show how they are connected. You have stated that you are diagnosed and I don't remember if you you stated it or not but it seems quite clear that you are a paranoid-schizophrenic. You have also advised that you don't take your meds and from what I have heard from my diagnosed friends, I don't blame you.

I'll admit that I am kinda treating you the way I have some of my friends, trying to get them to look at themselves differently. Before you get around to "winning over" the Germans, practice on us. Give us a clear, concise history of all the things you think are part of your being followed and hassled by "the man."

Eep
08-23-2010, 04:10 PM
If you're truly concerned about your privacy being invaded, you might want to reconsider sharing all this very personal information about yourself on a public forum. I realize that you may think we were all already privy to it somehow, but that isn't the case (or certainly wasn't with me).

Fastfwd
08-23-2010, 07:12 PM
"If you feel you are not properly sedated, call 348-844 immediately. Failure to do so may result in prosecution for criminal drug evasion."

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mf0arR7dCQ4

Fastfwd
08-23-2010, 07:36 PM
If you're truly concerned about your privacy being invaded, you might want to reconsider sharing all this very personal information about yourself on a public forum. I realize that you may think we were all already privy to it somehow, but that isn't the case (or certainly wasn't with me).

I appreciate your concern, but either I am right or I am ‘disabled’…… I work in a field of people with disabilities. I’m not terribly concerned for being fired over any of this really…… they are pretty well abreast of the People with Disabilities Act and I don’t believe they would attempt to discriminate against me over my disability. These are merely my thoughts on reality……

Speaking of my ‘privacy’……I swear I wasn’t looking for this, but it just popped up in my collection as a related item from my collection….

This was circa ’04 I believe……. I’m not really posting to boast of me having a particularly incredible physique, but I don’t believe I was even working out at the time….so, not so bad I think….

The point being that I’m super f’n pissed that I’ve been forced to take Risperidone and its contributed to me being a f’n circus freak now…….

I had always been fairly proud of my body…. In high school I wrestled at like 157 and benched over 300lbs…… true facts – check it out if you like.

Now, all I ever ‘hear’ is that so and so would go out with me when this ordeal is settled if I lost the weight………

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Thunder
08-24-2010, 12:13 AM
WOW this thread took an unexpected turn. A personal picture of a member on here. :-O

metro
08-24-2010, 10:35 AM
You mean this thread isn't about.................
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USG'60
08-24-2010, 12:30 PM
Putting your photo up like this flys in the face of my diagnosis. I can't imagine a parnoid schizophrenic doing something so blatant and bold. You might wanna take it down .....for real. Or make sure you don't tick any of us off, cause we now know who you are. Hey, my wife is fatter than you, LOL.

Fastfwd
08-24-2010, 12:41 PM
US admits human rights shortcomings in UN report

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20100823/ap_on_go_ca_st_pe/us_us_un_rights_1

Ummmmm, ya think?

Fastfwd
08-24-2010, 01:45 PM
Putting your photo up like this flys in the face of my diagnosis. I can't imagine a parnoid schizophrenic doing something so blatant and bold. You might wanna take it down .....for real. Or make sure you don't tick any of us off, cause we now know who you are. Hey, my wife is fatter than you, LOL.

Why in the world would I be concerned about ‘ticking any of you off?’

Have you read any of my posts at all?

I don’t give a sh*t how ticked off you are………..

Either I’m mentally ill and this is all commentary on my state of mind that might be met with compassion……

Or, I’m correct……. And I don’t really care how ‘ticked off’ you are about it. If you think you’re ‘ticked off’ you don’t have much of a clue about what ‘ticked off’ really is……

Nice segue to what I wanted to post about anyway…….

This goes the same for what I believe was attempted to be spread around again this morning about how W or his cohorts are ‘tired of me….bla, bla, bla’……..

Really? Do you really think I care about how ‘tired’ you are of me seeking to be freed from being forced to live being made to believe that I am insane and the pursuit of justice for it?

Or……. Should it rather be interpreted as a death threat? How ‘tired’ they are?
I’ve contemplated this very scenario many times already elsewhere…..

Basically, it makes W the world’s biggest p*ssy to hide behind his army of United States Secret Service Agents and coax veiled threats onto the victim of his demented illegal behavior……

I’m sure that makes the Secret Service really proud to be putting their lives on the line to take a bullet for such a douche bag.

I can see how some of them might not care…… but as an agency – it really has to suck to know that you’re providing protection to such a piece of **** so that he can carry on with tormenting United States citizens in violation of the United States Constitution.

I actually had a black uniformed Secret Service policeman (I used to have pretty strong support from the black community at one point) walk behind me on my last day in DC after a huge snowfall and I was taking pics of the White House with snow on the grounds….

This is one of the few times that somebody may have actually said something to me directly, but I can’t swear to it being real because I didn’t see his lips moving saying it…..

He said, ‘you’re not crazy’………….


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Fastfwd
08-24-2010, 04:19 PM
How did I leave out this one?????

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USG'60
08-24-2010, 04:23 PM
What is the purpose of these other pics. For a person who is concerned with the gov't getting down on him, you seem to be egging them on, like rubbing their faces in it, so to speak.

Fastfwd
08-24-2010, 08:50 PM
What is the purpose of these other pics. For a person who is concerned with the gov't getting down on him, you seem to be egging them on, like rubbing their faces in it, so to speak.
‘The Government’?


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5M50xBz1cU

Here’s ya a link to my personal copy of the Congressional Oversight Manual – enjoy:

https://docs.google.com/fileview?id=0BzstCOXhlp4nNGYyZmRjY2ItNmIzOS00NmIyL WEyYjAtZTM4OTE5OGMxNjlk&hl=en&authkey=CPfSrtMC

I have a folder full of documentation regarding the history of my contacts, but I am actually a bit weary of giving access here….. not that I’ve been particularly shy about sharing it with others…..namely the opponents of the incumbents who I believe have had some exposure to neglect of duty regarding their particular committee assignments and my attempts to plead for their intervention…….and now the French in petition for an intervention by the UNHRC to prove that I’ve done everything that I can think to do domestically…..

The following document became relevant with the election of the 110th Congress…..well, theoretically it could have been important, but as we have seen – the Dems are just as dirty as the Republican were….so far at least…..

The more disturbing part is that the Fourth Estate allowed them to get away with it….I have that documented as well…..

https://docs.google.com/fileview?id=0BzstCOXhlp4nNTkwMjk5NDgtYmEzOC00YWJiL TgzNDctODY2NDhmOTgzMmRm&hl=en&authkey=COLEyI0L

The purpose of the pics I suppose was to show my ‘photojournalism’ documentary LOL of my trip to DC…..

I spoke of the uniform Secret Service officer who walked behind me at the gates of the White House and whispered to me ‘YOU’RE NOT CRAZY’ and thought I would share the photos I was taking at that very moment…… actually the photos that I was taking at that moment have been lost from my original upload, but what do ya know? I’ve got copies….with metadata intact if anyone is interested in dating them…..

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Speaking of metadata….I assumed that the Getty Images would have theirs to nail down what they were if anyone was interested, but I notice this evening that they don’t have any metadata at all……

Those are photos from a professional photographer of the initial United States Senate Judiciary Committee hearing with Attorney General Alberto Gonzales on the Bush Administration Warrantless Wiretapping Program……

You will notice that I am seated behind the protester at the hearings……

http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2006/02/06/AR2006020601359.html

You all might recall that the Bush Administration demanded that it should be trusted to have the sole authority to oversee the Warrantless Wiretapping Program for quite some time…….

http://edition.cnn.com/2006/POLITICS/06/07/nsa/

Yet, somehow – if my situation is indeed reality….. it was decided to not be revealed to the public who had a very special interest in knowing the attitude of the Bush Administration on the topic of ‘PRIVACY’…………..

Fourth Estate……Congressional Branch…… Your grade in being a check and balance on the Executive = F…. FAIL…..

I do actually believe that it weighs heavily on the Fourth Estate’s conscience for having allowed my situation to go unreported………..or having intervened in any capacity.

Not so sure about the Congressional Branch…..although I think maybe now that it might be being realized that I’m not going to just take the anti-psychotics and be a good zombie for them that they are possibly having second thoughts…….maybe it wasn’t the best idea to leave me floundering believing that I was insane for the rest of my life………

Want to have some fun on a boring weekend in Oklahoma……be me and go here:

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Some of your big names in journalism were in attendance……I believe it was this dude that got a chuckle out of me being there:

http://www.news9.com/Global/story.asp?S=11114943

Nice!

Ok….enough for now…..

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08-25-2010, 10:59 AM
A few months ago….there was a, um, falling out – or maybe you might call it a ‘break up’ of sorts……

There was a particular female artist who has been a part of this whole ordeal who I always questioned if perhaps her interest in me was strictly for the benefit of placating me for George Bush’s benefit.

Maybe it was out of compassion to spur interest in me locally? I really don’t know, but it seemed to become far more than that earlier this spring….. to a point where I believe that music industry people who were familiar with my situation were believing it to be far more than a ploy to stir interest…..

I really don’t know… and I have no interest in making contact with her….so, if this sounds like I have some interest in stalking her or something crazy – you can rest assured that I have no such intentions.

The ‘talk’ going around that I believe I was hearing was getting so serious that I even tried to chill it out a bit with making reference to how I believed that it was only fair to the gene pool for me to keep the competition for the fruit of my loin going or some such nonsense……

Anyway, all of the sudden – one day…. I get this ‘through the vine’ or ‘auditory hallucination’ lol…. That ‘she wishes that she never had anything to do with any of this!’

Well, that’s real nice seeing as how I believe she has been ‘involved’ in ‘this’ nearly since the inception…..

You might recognize who I am speaking of in this video:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=irxZsKBTXCQ

I personally LOVE to follow up playing that at home while I’m on my music video playing kick drinking beer with this one:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EiOmhOumh-w

Check the sig on that video…..1.2 MILLION VIEWS – I sure hope that mother*cker isn’t getting adsense for that sh*t……

(there actually may be a bit of controversy concerning Ms. Apple atm….. it wouldn’t be anything that I wouldn’t be too surprise by if it were true)

Anyway, the ‘breakup’ sent me on a ‘jilted lover’s’ quest for the interest of somebody new….. and for whatever reason – that led me in the direction of the UK/Europe in search of a new ‘love’ so to speak….LOL < I know just how sadly nerdy this all is


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dPZQ7ZLy3MI

This is really way off in left field, but I was amazed to find that my favorite Girls Aloud girl Cheryl Cole was hot off a massively scandalous breakup from her footballer husband…..this was before she was hooked up with Derek Hough even…..it was fresh!

I don’t think she quite knew what to make of my interest in her (if she was aware)…..she’s like Mrs. UK over there apparently – they ADORE her…..


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rk7zhB_m4gc


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-AWoZmAxKxg

Get it? Jump – Parachute…….cute huh?

I revived my ‘thing’ for Duffy………..and I don’t think she really knew what to make of it either at first……


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iQJj4w9-WuQ

(rain on your parade = me moving to the UK/Europe…..see how that works into my repertoire?)

I put the vibe out to my Corrs girls for a bit of European attention (Atlantic Records recording artists The Corrs)………….


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L5eP5OZiPME

(I’ve watched that and felt it soooo many times – really a beautiful video)

I really largely left out calling upon Joss Stone to chime in because I just really didn’t get the vibe that she wanted anything to do with me moving to the UK………I didn’t question it….


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eyu8YrTMDuU

(One of my all time favorite videos……I was going to show off and try to pull up one of my MANY personal captures of Joss and see if there were anymore with outrageous views that I wasn’t getting ‘credit’ for……long story, but in my nerdy way I capped a ton of her videos to make up for me possibly having had the word out that I was interested in getting into her panties while she was on her very first tour of the US…….and I don’t know if she was even legal in Texas at the time….. I felt horrible for it and did everything I could to try to make up for it…this may be why she didn’t want to have anything to do with me talking about moving to the UK)

Anyway…….so, the BP thing came up and I will cop to there being some notion on my part that I had just assumed to move to the UK in their employ and if they could use my situation to shaft the US in mitigating liability – then have at it.

In context…. I hear non-stop talk of ‘so and so wants to hire him’……basically, so that they can benefit from the corruption involved….. My assertion is that if they aren’t being chastised for trying to cheat me out of what is likely rightly owed to me – why shouldn’t I try to negotiate a deal for myself……

This post got out of control…….

The main point of it was intended to be that I attempted to make a last effort to see a ‘domestic resolution’ be brought to this ordeal by informing the incumbent opponents of the upcoming elections of my situation and see if DEMOCRACY would work its magic and I would be freed from being forced to be made to believe that I am insane for eternity…….

Each of the following candidates were given full access to my Google Documents folder containing all of the documentation that I have regarding my contacts that I made over the years…… it’s not every attempt, but there are a number of pertinent documents in there….

https://docs.google.com/fileview?id=0BzstCOXhlp4nMjY5Zjc5NmQtZGM1My00MzIxL WI3MGItZGVjM2YyMDg5MmUw&hl=en&authkey=CKCMxY0H

https://docs.google.com/fileview?id=0BzstCOXhlp4nY2M5MDgzY2QtNjEzOS00NGU3L TljNjEtZGU5ZDEwMzBlMjU1&hl=en&authkey=CIDan8UP

Obviously, that is yet to happen and I hate to lose my European momentum in possibly achieving support for an intervention from the UNHRC……..

So, we’ll see what happens……

Maybe I’m just crazy and I have a really wild imagination to go with it…..

Cheers!

MightyHorse
08-25-2010, 11:48 AM
I think it's a foregone conclusion that you are no longer being surveilled.

I think you might also know that, but only subconsiously.

The videos you posted in that last message make it clear that your subconscious mind knows what's going on now.

From Jessica Simpson - A Public Affair: "All the cameras come out...//Move how you wanna move" - clearly means that the cameras are gone, you're free to live your life in privacy the way you want to.

From Fiona Apple - I Want You: "It's knowing that he knows you now" - seems to indicate that everything they wanted to know about you is known and they have no need for further information.

From Chris Isaak - Baby Did A Bad Thing: the inner dialog between your conscious and subconscious selves about the events surrounding you appears here in the lines - "I don't think so. // I wanna hope so. // I don't think so // Well if you say so"

From Girls Alound - Jump: "I can feel you getting hotter" This obviously shows that you know you're getting closer to the truth and will succeed if you just stay on the path you're on.

From Cheryl Cole - Parachute: "I don't tell anyone about the things we have planned" & "Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and You are your own worst enemy" means you've got to be more careful about how much information you willingly give away now that you're no longer under the microscope, and that you've got to stop believing the fears about being watched because it's not happening anymore. By not doing this and spilling so much about how you'll succeed, you're making things worse for yourself.

From Duffy - Rain On Your Parade: "No, I won't take it again" repeated so many times obviously shows that what was done to you won't be accepted again without a fight, which is what you're obviously already doing.

From The Corrs - Runaway: "Cause I have run away I have run away, yeah..., yeah I have run away, run away" - You've escaped their grasp and been able to keep away from them.

From Robbie Williams - Angel: "And do they know The places where we go" I think this is you asking yourself if they still know. I don't think they do, based on the lyrics of the other songs you posted.

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08-25-2010, 03:27 PM
Am I no longer under surveillance?

You might tell that to whoever the *sshole bottom feeding 6th grade diploma holding double naught spies are……..

What was it? Three weeks ago that I woke up in the middle of the night and let out a massive fart and asked ‘did you get that on tape?’ and declared myself to be a butt trumpet virtuoso………and I didn’t stop ‘hearing’ about it going around for weeks…..

It is true that I attempt to be witty on occasion…….no excuse for the invasion of my privacy to exploit my life by being entertained by it. By no means am I implying consent for my privacy to be invaded by what might only be me humoring myself…….

I don’t purely sit around and punch holes in the walls being pissed off 24/7…..I wouldn’t still be here 11 years later if I did…….

Before I go too far – While this is might be found to be real funny and all….. I was up at Republic and it sounded to me like it was told over and over and over all night…….

It clearly indicates that I am correct that my bedroom activities are being monitored 24/7…………..if I’m not mistaken about the whole thing…….

If I do perhaps enjoy some bizarre communication with celebrities…..don’t for a minute think that it’s been some kind of even trade for my sanity and my privacy being invaded for over a decade…..

Not by a long shot……

I don’t even begin to know how it could be being carried out….an internet broadcast live of the interior of my home? I really don’t know……it’s disturbing though.

Mightyhorse……you really put some time into analyzing those lyrics didn’t you? LOL


Jessica Simpson ‘Public Affair’ = a public affair between myself and Jessica Simpson…..no real hidden meaning here. Even while she was married to Nick it was like I was part of the relationship….. I seem to recall a holiday one year when I said something to myself in my room where I had a reasonable expectation of privacy – that concerned Jessica and I believed that it came back that they had preferred to have their holiday to themselves…….

Fiona Apple covering ‘I Want You’……..Ha! I used to have the most massive obsession with Fiona. Her public confessions of mental illness were a major force in helping me to not succumb to devastation by my diagnosis……..The obsession came on well before that though.

At any rate…… I love to play that video off of Jessica Simpson cuz I think Fiona really does hate Jessica and I love it when she does the ‘oh no my darling not with that clown’…..plus Fiona really is a nut to begin with – so, it’s extra intense if only for pretend that she ‘wants me.’

Chris Issak – ‘Baby Did A Bad Bad Thing’…….Have you seen Jessica Simpson?

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I think this is where a picture is worth a 1,000 words…………I know she’s not in that kind of shape anymore and all, but regardless……….It’s been flaunted in my face for longer than I care to remember now…..and what the hell do I get? ‘I wish I had never had anything to do with any of this’ - straight out of the blue……about a month before it hits the stands that she’s f*cking some new football player.

The kicker being that I am actually connected with Laetitia Casta who is in the video and I like to play up the European connection….. I often will play this video in reference to the United States being the baby that’s done a bad bad thing……

Girls Aloud ‘Jump’……. I like to think of it as ‘jumping the pond’……………

Cheryl Cole ‘Parachute’…….no need to really analyze the lyrics to get at why I like it…….it was likely intended to be a play on their hit ‘Jump’ and it works for me……….a hope that the European girls might help for there to be a soft landing if I did ‘jump the pond’…..

Duffy ‘Rain On Your Parade’……pretty self explanatory….. I believe it might take the United States down a peg or two to have an expatriate or refugee living in Europe to escape the unfathomable corruption in the US…………after what I’ve been through – if it came to that…. I would have to say that the United States would be deserving of it.

The Corrs ‘Runaway’…….doesn’t need much explanation really…..is it difficult to imagine the allure of running away with f*cking Andrea Corr? LOL…….At times I’ve actually fancied (that’s European for had the hots for) Sharon as much as Andrea……not to knock Caroline…..coming in third place of the Corrs girls isn’t such a bad thing really now, huh? I’ve noticed watching interviews with Caroline how if I just saw her alone at a bar or something how she would stand out……..

The kicker with the Corrs is that they’ve broken up…..at least for now. They aren’t bound by any politics of needing to tour in the United States or otherwise for that matter. The US was never a huge market for them anyway by my understanding. They are HUGE in Europe though…..

Andrea married an Irish billionaire……I’m not going to try to say that his family business doesn’t have dependency on the US, but at the billionaire stage I’d say they’re likely pretty independent minded as far as worries of reprisal.

Sharon is married to a barrister…… I like to think that they might appreciate the battle that I have waged without the benefit of a legal degree……or even legal counsel for that matter.

I view the Corrs connection as probably my biggest ‘political’ ally in Europe…….even if they’re from Ireland – I must guess that Ireland doesn’t have the top GDP in Europe (although better than I might have believed they ranked: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Economy_of_the_European_Union )

‘Political’ might be a bit strong…..but call it what you want – I imagine that they would be a terrific ally in a move to the UK or Ireland or otherwise……and I’m thinking that they may possibly be able to line up a few nice Irish girls to meet if I were to make the move.

Robbie Williams and Joss Stone ‘Angels’……Jessica Simpson covers this song as well by the way…….I think of it as a collective homage to ‘the girls’ here and abroad who’s attention to me has likely kept me from being killed.

I do love Joss in the white outfit too…..damn, she’s so smokin’ hot! I had no idea on my trip to see her in Austin that she’s nearly 6 foot (and that she apparently strictly dates black guys)……..

Talk about being humbled…..I was sh*t faced drunk by the time her show started because I threw a fit when I thought I picked up her seeing me and telling whoever that I wasn’t her type…………..I really thought that could have waited until after the show after I drove all that way, but anyway….. as soon as she started singing I felt about 2 feet tall. Wow! I wish that I had been sober enough to really enjoy that show fully…..

I ended up at the Austin Motel I think it was two nights after her Austin show…..she had a show in Houston the night in between……and her tour bus was at the motel – they show the very same tour bus on her DVD. I swear it was her mom in the pool when I was leaving too……I was dead broke. Partied at Continental Club the night before and had no idea that Joss was coming back to Austin……

Never did see or meet Joss, but that was about the closest any of this of me having a thing for this female celebrity or that one ever came to fruition……during the ‘surveillance’ period anyway.

Anyway, there you go…… my little back to back song ‘stories’ are about as deep into the lyrics as that too. I don’t necessarily study lyrics word for word and know the original intent of all of the songs that I listen to or play in my repertoire……sometimes the references have to do with interpretations that are associated with a certain context….. and it just so happens that my life lends to a very unique context……and I am generally given a pretty generous amount of freedom to interpret things as I see fit……

LOL, not as if it’s all that big of a deal…… it has been more than merely therapeutic though I believe. I believe it has lent to building support from artist/celebrities who have been witness to my ordeal in one form or another……

How did that just turn into 1,500 words?.......dayum….. I’m tellin’ ya – I should be allowed to write a book on my story. I just know I have enough to make a book out of it……people would totally sh*t themselves to read what I’ve been through……

USG'60
08-25-2010, 05:19 PM
Get an editor.

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08-27-2010, 04:00 PM
I quite honestly don’t really read much…..at all really. I think I might benefit from like a ghost writer or something ya know? I think I could provide a wealth of information/stories to go along with the ordeal, but I think if I had someone who could shape it into a really compellingly expressed biography of my life…… it could be worth enough to at least not leave me empty handed at the end of this ordeal…….and the ordeal isn’t over……

If ‘The Situation’ gets a book deal……you’ve got to be kidding me that my story doesn’t trump GTL. How many pages can you possibly fill with the intrigue of laying in a tanning bed 15 hours a week?

Lauren was even working a movie deal for her Laguna/Hills book when I ran a check on biography book deals………..I never did see any numbers associated with her deal.

I’m not purposefully comparing it to MTV reality stars…… but it has been a sort of really bizarre exploitative reality show……with the unique twist of it being produced by a President of the United States who inflicted the brainwashing of a citizen into being made to believe he was schizophrenic and forcing him into a life of invasive privacy intrusion resulting in over a decade of celibacy in an effort to maintain the slightest hint of dignity……..

And it’s not set in the beautiful hills of Laguna or the beaches of Malibu or the Jersey Shore, but right here in Oklahoma! It’s a sorta modern day Deliverance story…….

If you care…. I believe that Lauren/The Hills cast are all very well aware of my situation…..I’m a fan of their show. Stephanie Pratt happens to be my favorite, but for some reason there was a big stink about Kristin Cavallari connected to me and I really don’t know what that was about…..if it was a ploy to get a new show or if it was genuine….. I don’t know.

It’s been my impression that the Jersey Shore cast was super leery of me during the first season, but they have since learned of what the deal is……

Part of the deal admittedly being that I may have some sway with MTV and certainly in entertainment……at least by my impression.

I think they’ve warmed up since then maybe…….in a sorta East Coast vs. West Coast way…..maybe? I really don’t know…..

I think Ronnie is pissed at me for being drunk and talking smack about how he was treating Sammi. LOL < I’m a total ***, huh? For real – I’m not gay. I just get into these little reality shows…. I don’t watch The Real World anymore though…..I’m done with it.

Anyway……with this site being down for over 48 hours – I thought for sure the Feds had seized the website or something dramatic. Apparently not…….

I didn’t get a single e-mail gathered to send my appeal to the Germans this week. I was SLAMMED all week……….

I’m ready to drink some beer! Some Oktoberfest maybe to build up some karma with the Germans er something maybe? Yum!

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08-29-2010, 09:59 AM
All of the talk of the memory of Katrina and the lag in response…..

Don’t you all know we were on ‘vacation’ camping out in Crawford?

Did people expect for us to just drop our good times camping out and pay attention to the biggest natural disaster in the history of the country?

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08-30-2010, 09:40 AM
Excuse me for this being my new ‘sounding board’ per se for what I believe is ‘going around’….. it is actually appropriate in that it is Oklahoma City where I believe this talk to be circulating and it is far more effective to post my thoughts here as opposed to other boards…..

Once upon a time….. I had admiration for the ‘Bush Dynasty.’ I was a straight ticket voting Republican and deplored Democrats. Not to the extreme of my parents, but to a certain degree anyway…..

Those days are LONG GONE…………

Something about being declared to be ‘under surveillance’ and eventually being clinically declared to be INSANE for revealing your belief in it and being left with little choice but to live in your parents’ garage and have what no person can deny to be your reasonable expectation of privacy invaded for exploitive entertainment……….

Choosing to attempt to hold on to the slightest hint of dignity by not allowing yourself to what basically would amount to performing live sex acts for the exploitive entertainment of those involved in your ‘surveillence’…….

Making nearly every plea available to assist in being relieved from being made to believe you are insane……and being ignored.

Beating your elderly father nearly to death screaming ‘tell me what you know’ over and over….and nearly being sent to prison.

Being instead sent to the psychiatric ward and forced to accept your diagnosis and being put on anti-psychotics that suck the life out of you and help you to go from 170lbs to 250lbs in about 2 years time…….

Being left to live that life with absolutely zero intervention to relieve you from believing that you are merely INSANE………… for eternity. If I’m not crazy – there was NOT A SINGLE PERSON who was going to intervene to tell me otherwise presumably for the rest of my life.

It has in fact been allowed to carry on for over a decade now…….11 years this fall.

Yeah, ya know……wow – can’t imagine how I don’t give a f*ck about being W’s little buddy and acting like he’s just been trying to ‘help me out’ all this time……

I want commensurate and proper restitution for what I have endured. I don’t give a sh*t about George W. Bush and how it hurts his feelings and makes him embarrassed to be held accountable for the sh*t he’s pulled.

As for how I’m going to regret having a former President of the United States be an enemy to me for insisting upon proper restitution being paid to me for what I have endured……

How about for once that W act like a f*cking MAN and own up to being responsible for what he has done without threatening to pitch a fit like a spoiled little b*tch who had the Presidency served to him on a silver platter and treated it like his license to trample on anyone’s rights that he so chose to for his personal entertainment?

How about W be thankful that he’s not being prosecuted and sent to prison for what he’s pulled as he should be? There are limits to the authority of the Presidency and he has exceeded those limits by a long mother*cking shot…….

As for Oklahoma…….beam me up! I am done with the insanity of Oklahoma believing it to be my psycho girlfriend that’s going to kill me if I try to leave it…….

You know……sadly enough…. I have admitted this elsewhere and I will reiterate it here now – early on I had not yet become so filled with hatred for Oklahoma. I was still fairly susceptible to the loneliness that I was experiencing from the isolation of being made to believe I was insane etc, etc……

If you morons had put a halfway decent female in front of me during the YEAR THAT I SPENT GOING TO THE LIBRARY EVERY SINGLE DAY……… I may have softened up on my stance in opposition to the idea that Oklahoma have some mystery business in my name that paid taxes to the State of Oklahoma and employed Okies….bla, bla, bla……

Did you do that Okies? Oh, hell no……… You let David Boren apparently blackball me or what the hell ever in what I might assume was some pathetic attempt to protect his dominance of authority and his boy’s Congressional seat perhaps……..

You do know that Dan Boren’s 2nd Congressional District is the former district of Wes Watkins……who was/is best friends with my ‘uncle’ Allen Wheeler from the 2nd right? So, don’t go scoffing at the plausibility of my assertion…….

I have even contemplated that Boren’s motives were a part of some homosexual effort to block me from finding a suitable female………..

I really don’t know and I really don’t care………

Anyway, so, yeah – maybe I am schizophrenic and I am in denial of my diagnosis and refusing to accept it……and none of this is remotely accurate…..

Or, I’m not insane, but have been made to believe that I am for over a decade now and would have been left to live the rest of my life believing it if I hadn’t come back to fight for my rights and the reality of my life to be restored to me. Nobody else was going to do it obviously.

Including who you might believe is my good ole buddy W according to the 29% of dumb*sses that still view him favorably that I just so happen to be stuck living in the middle of…..

Midtowner
08-31-2010, 01:01 PM
1) How were you a threat to Bush II?
2) What evidence do you have (aside from your belief) that he even knows you exist?
3) What would you have done to threaten Dan Boren's campaign?
4) Does David Boren know whether you exist?

So far in what you've recounted here, every single famous person you've ever been within 10 miles of knows who you are and perceives you as a threat. How do they find out about you, and from what I can tell, you've done nothing wrong, so how are you a threat to them?

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08-31-2010, 04:00 PM
1) How were you a threat to Bush II?
2) What evidence do you have (aside from your belief) that he even knows you exist?
3) What would you have done to threaten Dan Boren's campaign?
4) Does David Boren know whether you exist?

So far in what you've recounted here, every single famous person you've ever been within 10 miles of knows who you are and perceives you as a threat. How do they find out about you, and from what I can tell, you've done nothing wrong, so how are you a threat to them?

Wow, do you believe yourself to be a Jedi Knight? (this is actually somewhat topical in what’s going on, but I’m not a major Star Wars nut to be honest)

Might I assume that your tact is to draw me into telling you how I am a ‘threat’ to George Bush II?
LOL. Nice try Okie. At least if you’re trying to get me to incriminate myself with the Secret Service I know I must be getting to you.

The evidence that I have that he even knows that I exist lies in the countless numbers of people who have been witness to what I have endured over the last decade +……….some of whom I believe to have been directly contacted by George Bush.

I know that my cousin’s husband has a lot of pull in Austin, but I would be willing to bet that if Joss Stone was in fact aware of my attendance of her show and my desire to get into her panties……… George Bush likely had some influence in that. She performed for him at a White House Christmas special and met him prior to me finding out about her myself…….(My personal copies that I don’t believe are on Youtube otherwise)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGG7ey2XE90

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vj5vQV3q3Rs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rWe6d6epui0

Why in that particular case he seemed to be willing to promote me to hook up with her……despite her being under aged mind you (16? In Texas with age of consent 17?)…… I really don’t know. He hasn’t seemed to show the same initiative in there being any interest in me from any easily accessible Oklahoma girls……when I may have had interest anyway……

I believe Joss to be an ally in this ordeal. I have faith at least that she would come forward with her knowledge of George Bush’s involvement in my life if it came to that. I may very well be asking too much from someone who really doesn’t owe me anything, but I do hope that she would feel that for as much as she knows about me that she would believe that I am deserving of the risk that it might be to her to take a stand on my behalf.

There are a number of other people who are knowledgeable of this ordeal in my opinion. Some being very close to W himself……. I have been under the impression that former US AG Gonzales has been supportive for me to find resolution for my ordeal.

I might even believe that your Governor Brad Henry would fess up to his knowledge of George Bush’s commission of activities. I do feel as though Brad Henry has felt compassion for my ordeal and has possibly kept me from having storm troopers tracking my every move looking to put me in a hole……. It doesn’t excuse the violation of my 14th Amendment right to have the law enforced to protect me from the activity that is invading my privacy and costing me my sanity. He does get credit for not being a total *sshole….......and inflicting insult to injury……

It’s a clear case of injustice for me to be forced to live believing that I am insane…… I am grateful for the support that I have received from those who have expressed it. Again, I don’t know if any of them would personally testify to that or not……..

I hardly believe that W is smart enough to have made his every communication regarding this issue isolated from himself enough that he could escape being held liable if truthful testimony were given by those who have been exposed to his involvement.

If this fall started turning ugly……and you started hearing Colors echoing the halls of Congress…… and I decided that I wanted to dedicate my life to becoming a Democrat……. LOL…….

I can’t stand the beaner flood……established here a long time ago. I’m not down with homos or homosexual marriage……

So, it’s unlikely that you’re going to see me turning Democrat……I’ve already seen how they were just as bad as the Republicans when they took subpoena power in ’07?..........
Anyway, so what else did you ask?

The Borens? Dude, I don’t know any of this for sure…… if I did then I wouldn’t be posting on here that I am supposed to be insane for believing any of it……

What would I have done to threaten Dan Boren’s campaign? LOL Oh, sh*t, I dunno…… my ‘uncle’ Allen Wheeler was best friends with West Watkins of whatever that district used to be then…….

If I had somehow relented from my stand against President George W. Bush’s stubborn insistence that he have me ‘under surveillance’ and went along with whatever his agenda was…….however that may have materialized I really don’t know…….

I would have Allen Wheeler’s years of political influence in Southeastern Oklahoma and President George W. Bush’s support for me to use it however I chose to I might assume – including running for US Congress as a businessman from Southeastern Oklahoma….

Now, I know that might sound like it pales in comparison to being the son of a former Governor of the State of Oklahoma who went on to United States Senate and rose to Chairman of the Intelligence Committee and then reportedly proceeded to suck one too many d*cks to be allowed to be a United States Senator any longer and was permitted instead of harassing his college aged interns…..to become the authority over thousands of young Okie men…….

I might contest that Dan would have a rough time with it though…….not a whole lot of homosexual lifestyle support in Southeastern Oklahoma that I was ever aware of and I grew up there.

At this point….. I’m not so sure that ‘talk’ of a Senate seat isn’t floating around for me regardless……with a number of states expressing an interest in it – however as unfeasible as I believe it to be…… and not that it is something that I’m really personally even interested in.

Actually, at this point, I’m almost at my whit’s end with the United States being so dysfunctionaly corrupt that there is refusal to reach a domestic resolution to my ordeal and this situation is being forced onto the international stage for pressure to find resolution…..

It’s not exactly endearing……….

I am almost content with moving to Europe and writing a book on what I believe I have endured here…….

I hate to turn my back on those who have shown support to me, but I can’t just keep on year after year of my life watching myself get closer and closer to the grave waiting on the United States to live up to its billing…………

Later…….

LOL, now let all the talk on how I’m going to be killed over my plight to see my rights recognized fly into a flurry……LOL

I know….. you all hate the United States Constitution and you love George W Bush…….you wish that he was the King of the United States bla, bla, bla……

My contention is this…… if there are literally hundreds of thousands of US Citizens/Law Enforcement and US Military out there that have sworn an oath to uphold the United States Constitution…….

How much more of an enemy of the Constitution can those be who threaten death to me for fighting to see my rights observed?

Are you waiting for them to take a blow torch to the Constitution itself?

Why aren’t these people being prosecuted if they are making these death threats in reality and it’s not a mere figment of my paranoid mind sickened by schizophrenia?

Where are these hundreds of thousands of warriors who have dedicated themselves to an oath to uphold and defend the United States Constitution from all enemies foreign and domestic?

Don’t ridicule me if I am forced to seek refuge in Europe if all you ever did was stand around with your thumb up your *ss while my Constitutional Rights were being trampled upon…….

USG'60
08-31-2010, 04:44 PM
Don’t ridicule me if I am forced to seek refuge in Europe if all you ever did was stand around with your thumb up your *ss while my Constitutional Rights were being trampled upon…….

Far be it from us to ever do such a thing.

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09-01-2010, 02:53 PM
So, I really don’t know if I’m crazy or not, but it seemed like there was a flurry of buzz going around this morning and then it died suddenly and it’s been nearly silent since then. I do realize how crazy that sounds, but I believe that I may be tuned in to what is going around in some inexplicable way.

I won’t go into great detail of what I think was going around, but I think it seemed to get stirred up into a frenzy about a role that I could play in Oklahoma and then it was realized that most of what was being discussed was for the benefit of Oklahoma…….and it was realized that I’d never go for it.

This is true…. It’s my stance that Oklahoma has already seen its ‘benefit’ of my torment. There will be no ‘business’ paying taxes to the State of Oklahoma associated with my name nor will there be Okies having jobs because of some mystery ‘business’ associated with my name.

To the contrary…… the State of Oklahoma should be taken to the cleaners for whatever benefit has already been derived from the torment of my life here and the willful neglect to intervene.

Another thing….. I had lunch at Republic yesterday and some douche bag declared to his girlfriend I must assume that ‘he’s pissed off because nobody would f*ck him’ or some such dribble……

Nice!

I believe what I stated was that if perhaps in the early years after I had been declared insane and I was going to the Library on a nearly daily basis……that if Oklahoma hadn’t had its head up its ass…….either by allowing David Boren to blackball me somehow or whatever his involvement may have been……..

If you had put a decent female in front of me that motivated me somehow……it probably wouldn’t have been all that difficult seeing how incredibly vulnerable and lonely I was…..

Even if there had been an ambitious MBA student to have befriended me perhaps things would have worked out differently…….

No…. either you all allowed David Boren to squash that possibility or you all just totally had your heads up your asses……..or both. I really don’t know and I really don’t care at this point.

As for ‘nobody would f*ck me’…….Really? Do you really think that *nobody* would ‘f*ck’ me?

#1….. I have been dedicated to me not being subjected to performing live sex for whoever has been ‘listening in’ on my life for the last decade +……. With almost no exception.

You can ask my ex-girlfriend how I behaved upon her insisting upon a tryst with me in 2001…… I told her repeatedly that I believed that we were being listened to and I ended up refusing to sleep with her in a large part because of it……
Meet Kristin:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYhpm1w3rxA


More recent……

http://a.imageshack.us/img171/1971/56161218189813620119512.jpg

I already told her husband about the tryst or at least sent him an e-mail regarding it on Facebook…… so, I’m not too worried about it being known.

I’m not sure if she could be subpoenaed and forced to testify to the fact that I specifically told her that I believed we were being listened to or if it would really be necessary…….

Now, considering that I had been declared clinically insane and was struggling with the aftermath of believing that I had been put ‘under surveillance’ by the President of the United States for whatever reason that may have been……

My prospects of who I might be in the social circles of ‘who would f*ck me’……that I would find acceptable to me were indeed slim, but I assure the *douche bag* from Republic that would like to make this out to be that ‘he’s pissed off because nobody would f*ck him’……

That you don’t know what the f*ck you are talking about and running your head to try to belittle me or downplay what has transpired is doing the State of Oklahoma no favors…….

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09-01-2010, 04:07 PM
Just to cut it off before it might be attempted to be taken down the road of it not being anyone’s job to put a female in front of me……

Yeah, it’s not your JOB to invade my privacy and derive exploitive entertainment from it either – or maybe for a number of you it actually is…..

Don’t whine and moan about how I’m such an *sshole for not establishing some mystery business in Oklahoma when the State of Oklahoma it seems decided to instead of making the slightest effort to coax a more friendly relationship from me…..

To be a bunch of pr*cks……….

I’m curious if there was an audience to my middle of the night recounting of a dream that I was having? I believe I may have been ridiculed for having stated that there was a girl in my dream of a certain age that was pounced upon as indicating me to be a perv……LOL – it was never even established how old I was in the dream…. I may have been a teenager myself…… all of the people who I knew from the past that were in it were their younger selves…….

Anyway, so, yeah – I talk to myself when alone….. I don’t imply permission for eavesdropping in doing so, but I have to admit that I do like to see if I ‘think I hear’ things that I may have said where I should enjoy a reasonable expectation of privacy……i.e. my bedroom at 3am – when I go out in public. I sometimes refer to it as recon……

Just to fuel the situation a bit….. I looked up a pic of the girl that I made mention of who might be a new addition to the females of the past who I have been friends with or dated…….. this is the one who was in my dream last night, but not the love interest – just a face from the past……

From back in the day (the blonde):

http://a.imageshack.us/img822/4395/durant.png

She’s the one who my girlfriend at the time slept with her boyfriend……while I believe she was still a virgin. I was so furious that when the girl in the pic came over to my apartment and sorta threw herself at me that I didn’t even take advantage of it…….. I might rethink that in retrospect.

She actually ended up being a girl that I chased after a bit when I broke up with my last girlfriend…..

I had an invitation to a fundraising dinner for Rep. Watkins at the Fenton home in McAlester that I was desperate for her to agree to go with me to, but it never happened……….

Midtowner
09-01-2010, 04:59 PM
As for me getting you to incriminate yourself, if the feds have the power to watch your every move, why do they need you to incriminate yourself? Wouldn't they already know? What you're saying makes no logical sense. David Boren, nor Dan Boren have anything to fear from you, you can't even tell me how you could possibly pose a threat to them. You don't know or can't say why George Bush is having you followed. I don't care what happened, just that you don't know or won't say. You further believe that every single famous person to ever come within 10 miles of you is not only aware of your presence, but perceives you as a friend or enemy, and you automatically know which of those it is without talking to them. Do you claim to have ESP as well?

Even paranoid schizophrenia can be treated. While the meds, which you apparently refuse to take are a part of the possibilities, there's also ECT, which has come a heck of a long way, as well as just simple talk therapy. But for that last one to work, you have to approach it with an open mind.

I hope you do.

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09-01-2010, 09:11 PM
As for me getting you to incriminate yourself, if the feds have the power to watch your every move, why do they need you to incriminate yourself? Wouldn't they already know? [\quote]

I have managed to refrain from making threats of causing physical harm to W. You seemed bent upon leading me toward making that type of threat with your insinuation that I needed to be watched due to a ‘threat’ upon him.

I never made any such claim. I have, however, repeatedly described the ‘surveillance’ as being exploitative for entertainment purposes.

You seem to ignore that for some very bizarre reason and insist upon arguing with someone who you continue to reiterate you believe is insane.

[QUOTE=Midtowner;357956]
What you're saying makes no logical sense. David Boren, nor Dan Boren have anything to fear from you, you can't even tell me how you could possibly pose a threat to them.

Do a little research into the relationship between Wes Watkins and Allen Wheeler……….

I’m not saying that Allen Wheeler’s support alone would make or break a campaign, but theoretically – if a President of the United States was additionally backing a run for the seat……

I might assume that it would be construed as a ‘threat’…….and I believe it to be a possibility that David Boren perceived it to be as much. This is my theory as to why I was treated the way that I was when attempting to make friends in Norman while I was at a stage of not being certain of what my reality was…..at least far less than I believe it to be now.

I believe it to be David Boren’s desire for me to be kept isolated and in the dark……..to the benefit of his personal dynasty and what might very well be considered to be to the cost of the State of Oklahoma for having done so.

I’m not even trying to say it was on my radar as a possibility……..

http://a.imageshack.us/img713/5527/heartlandwirelessallenw.th.jpg (http://img713.imageshack.us/i/heartlandwirelessallenw.jpg/) http://a.imageshack.us/img338/6137/weswatkins1.th.jpg (http://img338.imageshack.us/i/weswatkins1.jpg/) http://a.imageshack.us/img716/5349/weswatkins2.th.jpg (http://img716.imageshack.us/i/weswatkins2.jpg/)

(oh, and gag that Wes Watkins supported Inhofe for Senate)




You don't know or can't say why George Bush is having you followed. I don't care what happened, just that you don't know or won't say. You further believe that every single famous person to ever come within 10 miles of you is not only aware of your presence, but perceives you as a friend or enemy, and you automatically know which of those it is without talking to them. Do you claim to have ESP as well?

Even paranoid schizophrenia can be treated. While the meds, which you apparently refuse to take are a part of the possibilities, there's also ECT, which has come a heck of a long way, as well as just simple talk therapy. But for that last one to work, you have to approach it with an open mind.

I hope you do.

Is English your fist language? I believe that I have made it perfectly clear that one of the most illogical aspects of this ordeal is how I might be able to perceive what is taking place around me……..

I believe I have presented at least one if not more than one theory as to why I believe that W decided to declare me to be ‘under surveillance’ ……. Of course I don’t know for sure. How could I?

Actually, several of the ‘famous people’ that I believe are aware of me have never been closer than hundreds if not thousands of miles of me.