Those were both good things but I can't even ask for a lucheon guess you could call it. I can't even say hi to another girl I freeze up adn can't bring myself to say anything. I am not out to myself something I am not if they don't like who I am or what I am they can keep on trucking. I have some defaults I am trying to get over and they would have to understand those, and accept them. Alot of it is anixty still adn alot of fear adn fear of anything and I mean anything. I am one that is better off being introduced to someone than me going up to her, and making the first move.